dauntperplexity: (Default)
My stress level is down from to 3. I wrote a paper in 3 hours and got enough criticism that it will greatly improve it.

Now all I have to do is basically get through my test and Spring Break has officially begun.

Cause for a smile:

SPRING BREAK IS ON!!! I'm so freaking happy!!!

I finally got my ticket from this thing that I want to go to during my Spring Break. Everything is falling into place amazingly.

I'm so excited.

But I need to get back to studying...
dauntperplexity: (Default)
But I do think that I'm getting sick because I haven't been getting enough sleep lately.

At least HELL WEEK is done!

Cause for a smile:

Stress level is down to 1.

Spring Break starts in a week.

LIP SYNC IS TOMORROW!

RUBBER DUCKS. RUBBER DUCKS. RUBBER DUCKS!
dauntperplexity: (Default)
First of all...

CONGRATULATIONS TO MY COUSIN MA!

She just gave birth to her first child today. A girl. Pretty dang exciting.

So...

I've been thinking a lot lately, because that's what I do when I'm stressed. 

I was trying to figure out the meaning of life... Yeah, I know... what a thing to think about. But here is what I came up with. Life is... A moment of great sadness, followed by a moment of great joy. It's the rises and the falls. 

I only say this because I truly believe that things happen for a reason. You don't get what you want because something better comes along eventually. 

What happened to me was that I lost an auction for something, only to win an auction that I feel is money a lot better spent. 

I know that it's kind of a weak example, but it's prevalent. 

I also say it because I've been so depressed and sad lately, but these two really good things happened today, that it was all right. 

Cause for a smile:

There was a concert today at school. There were two bands playing.

They're from Hawaii. One band is called The Green, and the other was a girl named Anuhea.

Here is a video of The Green's song Love I. It's basically the song that made them famous.


I LOVE LOVE LOVE this song!

I also took an amazing nap today, which was the most rejuvenating thing that i could've done. I just feel like I've been so tired lately.

I'm glad it's the weekend.

But it's too bad that I'm locked down and needing to get things done.

At least it's a few more things marked off my list.

And finally...

Someone else is added to our family!!! Yay!!!
dauntperplexity: (Default)
So, I'm trying to figure out people's intentions. Like, why people do what they do. I guess it has to do with the writer in me and needing to know what goes on in everyone's head.

I'm saying this because people are making decisions and doing things that I thought they would never do. But here they are, surprising the crap out of me.

People that I thought were my best friends...

But I do what I always do in times like this.

I push it back.

And to quote my friend, "Yeah, because that's healthy."

I'm sure you can hear him rolling his eyes.

But, it's how I deal.

It's just the fact that I can't understand, it's causing me so much grief...

I seriously feel like I'm getting sick over it.

I wouldn't be surprised...

Community Stories:

So, I was supposed to set two intentions... or something... for my weekend. Lockdown and focus. I have a horrible week coming ahead of me, and if I can make it through, then I'm home free.

Or at least as home free as I can be.

I talked to my professor today about how nervous I am about my future and everything...

I want to know why it's so easy for me to tell her the struggles that I'm going through, but I can't even fathom saying anything revealing to my mom and dad.

I guess I'm just so use to playing the role of the obedient daughter that I don't know what else to do.

Stress...

Cause for a smile:

Community stories.

I've been so stressed out and frustrated lately that it has brought me to the brink of tears multiple times lately. This class is one of my outlets.

I finally got to hang out with one of my friends that I haven't seen in awhile. Granted, I've been avoiding him, but honestly, he is one of my best outlets.

Telling him about all of my stress nearly brought me to tears again today...

Gosh, I'm so emotional.

But I honestly needed it...

I thank God for these amazing friends that he's surrounded me with.

And now I'm tired...

Good night

Profile

dauntperplexity: (Default)
dauntperplexity

August 2012

S M T W T F S
   1234
56789 1011
12131415161718
19202122232425
262728293031 

Syndicate

RSS Atom

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Dec. 17th, 2025 01:47 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios