Rewriting Herstory

So, I'm from Hawaii. I left Hawaii to go to school in Oregon and I decided to stay in Oregon even after I finished with my first major. And now that the weather in Oregon is cooling, I'm missing the beach (and my skin color) a lot more than I should. Sighs... I can't believe I didn't go home for the summer.

( This is going to be a really random post. )

I'd put this entire thing under a cut, but LJ is still being ridiculous. So, I'll just put the spoilers under. Hopefully it turns out right...

Okay, honestly. There is something about the season premiere that I just can’t get over. The last five minutes of the episode. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if I’m anxious or if the episode bothered me. I haven’t reacted this way to an episode since Hammer of the Gods. At least, I think that’s the last time this happened.
 
I’m scratching my head here trying to figure out what is going on.
 
I know it has to do with the last five minutes of the episode. And I’ve tried dissecting it to see what is affecting me so much.

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*sigh*

This show. Hopefully it’s a sign of good things to come.
 
Besides that. Guess who has been in a writing mood? I’m so happy. It’s been awhile since writing something has come so easily to me. Word Documents are crowding my screen for the first time in what felt like months. I LOVE IT.
 
It may be awhile for something to be finished, and then having it sit for a few weeks. Then I can read it over and edit it.
 
I must get back to writing.
 
Hopefully it will help me get over my anxiety (if that’s the right word) about the premiere.
 
By the way, The Rapture is showing right now on TNT. This episode… I can’t watch this one without getting my heart torn out of my chest and the musical Stomp being played on it. Tears. Misha freaking Collins( ... )

So this is my writing process.

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Random note:

Is anyone having problems with LJ editing? I wanted to edit one of my past entries, but I couldn’t do it without erasing the entire thing.

Am I just that LJ unsavvy or are other people having this problem to? Is there anyway to fix it( ? )

So, I realized that I haven't posted anything that wasn't a story since the middle of March where I disappeared. It was because I was too busy working on my dc_everafter  story and moving back up to Oregon. But that story really drained me and I'm not writing anything long for awhile. Which is pretty much why I'm skipping round 2 of dc_everafter  and deancasbigbang . But I will be reading everyone's stories.

Life is of pretty good. I'm chilling at home, being ridiculously bored and boring. Taking a break from school before I finish my first degree: Most awesome decision ever. Having to find a job now: Blah... 

A few days ago, it was so sunny in Oregon. It was so weird. But me and my roommate got to use the hot tub! It was awesome. I learned why we aren't supposed to drink alcohol when you use a hot tub. I fell in when I was drying off. But I got an awesome tan, so I can't really complain. 

( I guess I want to make a few observations about 6x18 )

Writing projects:

( So, here are a few things that I'm working on for now while I get back into the writing mode. )

Here are my songs that have been on repeat for a few days. 

I don't really like Nicki Minaj, and this is my favorite song from Britney Spears now. It used to be Toxic. And I love the dubstep! 



But yeah, to sum it up... I'm still here. I'm still alive. And I'll be posting a few stories eventually( ! )

I have recovered from my stomach flu. Gosh that was miserable. I hate feeling sick, and that was the worst I've felt in years. But I'm feeling better. Now I just feel gross because I haven't worked out in almost a week. Sad. 

So my dc_everafter story is over 23,000 words right now. Oh my goodness. O_o
I just hope it turns out well. And I have no idea how long it's going to turn out in the end. 

Oh, so I've written a Dean/Castiel/Balthazar story. It didn't start out that way. It started out as an apology story between Dean and Cas, and then somehow... Oh my goodness. It was because I needed a break from my everafter story. I think it turned out okay for writing it in one night. Have to read over it once more before I post it. I think it's because of all of the posts by kaiyote , rogueslayer452 , and squishyball .

( I've joined two new communities. I think my love of Misha is starting to show. Oh well...  )

Speaking of this week's episode, I can't even think of the words to say about it. Emotional rollercoaster, it was. I think that's the safest thing to say. 

So my rooommate is slowly turning me into a germaphobe. Which I'm a little surprised that it didn't happen sooner since my mom is a nurse and my dad is a chef. But seriously. It's really crappy because we are both passive aggressive people. You can only imagine how that is turning out. GRRRG...

But seriously. I don't like living with girls because they are way too much drama. But guys are dirty. And I know I'm not the cleanest person in the universe, but seriously... I just hope I'm not just being a brat and finding hundreds of little things to complain about.

But onto some good news or something more positive. Have you ever received a message or a text or a comment from someone you haven't heard from in over a year, but as soon as you read it, you can't help but smile and feel good inside for the rest of the day?
I'm going through one of those moments right now. It feels great. ( :) )

So, I'm back in Hawaii, and it's raining like crazy today! I LOVE IT!

I think it's hilarious how much I despise the rain in Oregon, but I LOVE IT, back home! I'd sleep in all day, but I have to wait for the repair guy to come over because our fridge and washer are broken.

So, another thing that I love is not having school. All the free time I have to write is amazing. I mean, I have a bunch of stories that I've been working on since the summer. I have the beginnings, and the ends... It's just those pesky middles. And then there are the times when my muse attacks and I have another story to add to my unfinished works. But I am determined to finish them!

( A list of the stories I've been working on. )

That being said, I have about one more week until I go back up to Oregon. It's lame that I'm done with school for now, but I'm still up in Oregon. I need to figure out what to do with my life! GAH!!!

I think I've unloaded on you guys enough( ! )

Spoilers for season 6!!!

( But not really. Mostly for episode 7. )

So, I broke 20,000 words on my bigbang fic, and I almost want to abandon ship...

GRRR...

But it happens, right? I mean, I have a few more weeks until I finish my first draft, but I don't know exactly how close I am to finishing.

AND

Because I've been inspired to writing about five different other stories. *sighs* What do I do???

( Okay, so onto random ramblings about my life. )

That being said... I'm pretty sure it's a lot of stuff that people really don't care to read about.

This is the randomness that is DauntPerplexity

So, weirdly enough, I finished my dc_fireplace  story a little more than two weeks ago. And I was totally happy with it too. Content to just let it sit and read over it a few times then post it on my posting day.

But I listened to a song or two, and now I want to add another part. Or two.

I fail.

Or don't fail?

I guess it all depends on how you feel about always being inspired.

I also am contemplating signing up for the Secret Angels Exchange at deancastiel . It would be my first time participating in it, and I'm really nervous. Two thousands words for a prompt doesn't seem that bad.

I'm just scared of disappointing whoever my recipient.

Also, last week, I was nominated for my for my fic Thoughts Results of Static Cling for Rock Salt and Feathers Awards. I was nominated for best long and best episode related. In one of those categories, I'm going up against strangeandcharm  and tracy_loo_who . To even be considered along with these two amazing writers is an honor.

I don't know who nominated me, but thank you.

I don't have school for two weeks, but I'm stuck up at school. So, I'm just going to write and do whatever errands I need to do. Which is a list of at least 10 things.

I should start striking those things off of my list.

 I'm going to start off with a that's what she said joke... It occurred when I was talking to my friend online.

Me: I would've fallen asleep if I didn't have to keep my mouth open.
Him: That's what she said.
Me: Jerk.

I was talking about how comfortable the chair was at my dentist office.

( Oh well. It's an experience. )

That's all I have to say for now. Must get back to my writing. I've stalled long enough.

This is the randomness that is DauntPerplexity...