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So, today is the first day in a long time that I didn't take a nap. And I didn't need one either.

I think that's a good thing... O_o

So, at this moment in time, I'm freaking irritated with one of my friends. Trying to breathe and count to ten to calm down, but it's not working. I'm holding it in and it's driving me insane.

The thing is that I've been trying to avoid him because I've been spending way too much time with him, so this is the first time that he's been around.

AND I REALIZED THAT I NEED MORE TIME AWAY!!!

GAH...

I HATE THIS because I feel like I'm being a brat. I really hate acting this way toward my friends too.

*sigh*

Maybe I just need to sleep it off...

Cause for a smile:

I taught my dance for luau today. I was so nervous that I the people I was teaching wasn't going to be able to learn from me.

But they did amazingly!!!

Proud of you dancers.

So, today for our community stories class, I had to talk about my intentions. Here is what I said. But also what I didn't say.

I needed the class to help me focus and regroup. Last year when I helped to create the class, it was one of the only classes to keep me sane.
I need the class to give me strength and support.
I need the class to give me inspiration. 
I need the class to give me a community.

Hopefully, I'll be able to share with these women what I couldn't share last year.

Or maybe I won't be able to...

We'll see.

I want to get to sleep by one o'clock.

I'm going to write a little though.

I'm not tired... Hmmm...
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So, yesterday, when I said I thought I was getting better, I was wrong. I actually feel a lot worse today. Yay for me...

But not really.

I have that sickness taste in my mouth. It's so gross.

But I'm getting enough sleep and drinking enough orange juice and cranberry juice. And all that stuff.

So, I'm pretty sure that it's that time of the month soon because I'm really irritated with one of my friends. Like, it's really bad. I hope that I get over it soon. 

Cause for a smile:

Okay, first of all, I must say that I bought my graduation Cap and Gown today!!! Yes, those are my school colors. It's a little gross because our tassels are yellow. Blah...

But now I have two weeks for announcements and one more to make my decision if I want a class ring...

Played Rockband with a friend that I haven't seen for awhile. Good times. Then took the greatest nap ever!!!

I had luau practice today. Learned the first verses to two of my songs. I'm so excited. It's going to be amazing.

But I need to go now because I have to finish reading Robinson Crusoe. BLAH. Way to put it off until the last day...
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GO SAINTS!

WHO DAT?

Okay, so I was cheering for them. I guess since I went to a Catholic school, and we often sang 'Oh When The Saints Go Marching In' I feel it was obvious. And I DID have a Saints jersey for jersey days that we had during Homecoming weeks. 

I went to church today, and I went with two of my friends. We drove there today. I'm a little sad about that because the weather earlier today was gorgeous. It was sunny and warm. In Oregon? Yeah. It was really nice.

So, I'm still feeling a little sick. It's at the stage where the fever is mostly gone, now I'm just congested and everything tastes gross. And my lips are chapped...

But I must say that I love drinking orange juice. It was either that or cranberry juice, but cranberry juice tastes funny.

:(

But I ate stuffed mushrooms again. I think that I've had my craving filled for a long enough time. 

I also think that it's that time of the month. You know, that time of the month for women. I say that because little things are irritating me lately. And I feel really bad because usually I get really irritated with my friends. And the cravings, like the mushrooms. And I'm fatigued. But that could also be because I'm sick... 

Cause for a smile:

I had a good laugh from the commercials today. It is half of the reason to watch the Superbowl.

And it was sunny today. I love the sun!

ORANGE JUICE.

Now I must go to sleep because I have to read 150+ pages of Robinson Crusoe for Tuesday.

And I need to get my sleep so I can get over this sickness.
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So, today officially begins my two weeks of no school. I mean, yesterday didn't really count because everyone didn't have school because it was a holiday.

So, what did I do today?

I woke up at 9:30 and made a list of errands that I needed to take care of. There were at least 12 items on that list.

By the end of the day, I marked off four. I think.

I spent more time writing inbetween the errands and contemplation of errands. But it wasn't like I was sitting watching TV all day.

I have two weeks to finish the rest of it. I think that I'm going at a good rate.

Today, I was taught a lesson in patience. So, usually my younger brother calls me to ask for help on his homework. But I was watching something and he just happened to call at a climax of one of the scenes.

And I got irritated.

Then I remembered that my brother isn't the same as me. He doesn't learn the same way I did. He doesn't have the same pressure to succeed that I did.

He's just different.

And then I felt bad for choosing the television over him.

Gosh, I felt like a horrible person.

I mean, I helped him with whatever he needed help with, I just didn't sound like the happiest person doing it.

A lesson in patience.

Cause for a smile:

I actually got to hear my brother's voice today. I mean, I got to hear it a few days ago, but I only realized that it happened today. I really need to learn how to appreciate phone calls more.

Speaking of phone calls, I got a really funny phone call from my mom using a secret phone at her working place. She was hiding out. And she called me to tell me that she was hiding out and if I needed her, then I needed to call that number.

I thought that it was funny.

Also, today began the week where all of my shows come back after the winter hiatus. Now I have something to do for two weeks.

And one of my best friends is finalizing her plans to come and stay with me during her Spring Break! Yay!

That means that I have to book my flight to go and see her too.

Another one of my errands to run.

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