Still not over it...
Sep. 28th, 2011 08:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dauntperplexityI'd put this entire thing under a cut, but LJ is still being ridiculous. So, I'll just put the spoilers under. Hopefully it turns out right...
Okay, honestly. There is something about the season premiere that I just can’t get over. The last five minutes of the episode. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if I’m anxious or if the episode bothered me. I haven’t reacted this way to an episode since Hammer of the Gods. At least, I think that’s the last time this happened.
I’m scratching my head here trying to figure out what is going on.
I know it has to do with the last five minutes of the episode. And I’ve tried dissecting it to see what is affecting me so much.
Is it what Dean doesn’t say with his words, but by his eyes and actions?
Is it Cas’s apology?
Is it the lingering touches?
Is it because of how resolute everyone was in that scene?
Is it because Dean/Castiel made me remember why I fell in love with them in the first place?
Is it because it’s reminiscent of the first episode Cas was ever in?
=Bobby, Dean, and Cas in the barn?
=Bobby, Dean, and Cas in the lab?
*sigh*
This show. Hopefully it’s a sign of good things to come.
Besides that. Guess who has been in a writing mood? I’m so happy. It’s been awhile since writing something has come so easily to me. Word Documents are crowding my screen for the first time in what felt like months. I LOVE IT.
It may be awhile for something to be finished, and then having it sit for a few weeks. Then I can read it over and edit it.
I must get back to writing.
Hopefully it will help me get over my anxiety (if that’s the right word) about the premiere.
By the way, The Rapture is showing right now on TNT. This episode… I can’t watch this one without getting my heart torn out of my chest and the musical Stomp being played on it. Tears. Misha freaking Collins…
This is the randomness that is DauntPerplexity.
Okay, honestly. There is something about the season premiere that I just can’t get over. The last five minutes of the episode. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if I’m anxious or if the episode bothered me. I haven’t reacted this way to an episode since Hammer of the Gods. At least, I think that’s the last time this happened.
I’m scratching my head here trying to figure out what is going on.
I know it has to do with the last five minutes of the episode. And I’ve tried dissecting it to see what is affecting me so much.
Is it what Dean doesn’t say with his words, but by his eyes and actions?
Is it Cas’s apology?
Is it the lingering touches?
Is it because of how resolute everyone was in that scene?
Is it because Dean/Castiel made me remember why I fell in love with them in the first place?
Is it because it’s reminiscent of the first episode Cas was ever in?
=Bobby, Dean, and Cas in the barn?
=Bobby, Dean, and Cas in the lab?
*sigh*
This show. Hopefully it’s a sign of good things to come.
Besides that. Guess who has been in a writing mood? I’m so happy. It’s been awhile since writing something has come so easily to me. Word Documents are crowding my screen for the first time in what felt like months. I LOVE IT.
It may be awhile for something to be finished, and then having it sit for a few weeks. Then I can read it over and edit it.
I must get back to writing.
Hopefully it will help me get over my anxiety (if that’s the right word) about the premiere.
By the way, The Rapture is showing right now on TNT. This episode… I can’t watch this one without getting my heart torn out of my chest and the musical Stomp being played on it. Tears. Misha freaking Collins…
This is the randomness that is DauntPerplexity.
