Rewriting Herstory

At this point in the night, I'm running on adrenaline, and the remnants of a Red Bull and Coffee.

Sadly, my night isn't over yet.

I have to study for a test tomorrow.

But after that, I can nearly be home free.

Cause for a smile:

I survived my presentation. 

My nerves got the best of me, but I powered through it.

I think it's pretty good for doing it in 5 hours.

Right?

Well, I should get to studying. 

 Okay...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN EC, and MY FRIENDS, LM AND NG!

So, I didn't take a nap today because I decided that it would be a really good idea to drink some coffee to help me study for my test.

I had my first test of the semester.

I think that I did all right. I just wished that I studied a little more.

Cause for a smile:

So, for the past few days, I've been making a lot of decisions on impulse.

Today, the streak continued. I made another decision on impulse.

But here is my justification for it...

I talked to one of my best friends about it and she said that she thinks that it would make me really happy. 

But it took a lot of convincing.

I ended up asking her, multiple times, if I was going to regret it if I didn't do it. And she said that I would. I trusted her. Here is how the conversation sort of went.

Me: You know me well enough. Will I regret it if I don't do it?
Her: Yes.
Me: Are you sure?
Her: Yes.

This decision has taken me days to make. And it is a once in a lifetime opportunity.

So, I took it.

I don't want to live regretting not doing it.

I mean, not regretting my decisions is something I live by. It's how I got into college.

Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. - RENT

I also spoke to my cousin today and told him that I feel a lot more at ease and relaxed.

He said that lately he's been feeling the same way.

It's spreading.

This positive attitude thing...

It's great.