The Real World Goes Like This...

[dauntperplexity]

 So, I’m sitting on the floor, with the TV on mute, typing, and listening to the sound of the falling rain. Hurricane Felicia is here, and outside it’s pouring, then drizzling, then something in between, then pouring again. I love it.

I love listening to the rain. And it makes me want to sleep, but I won’t.

I figured that it was the perfect time to unblock. Lots of thoughts, all of them driving me insane.

So, I’m supposed to be writing a five minute speech about making friends in college. I have one sentence. It’s not because I don’t know what to write. I know exactly what I want to say, I just can’t make the words mean enough.

Right now, I’m just looking for quotes about friendship. I found a few good ones. But it still hasn’t helped me get to the mindset where I need to be to write this speech.

And I’ve been distracted also. Every day a new plot to write another story pops into my head. As cool as it should be, it’s miserable. Because my track record for finishing any of those stories isn’t good at all. I have stories ranging from originals to more fanfiction. I’m horrible. I guess that it’s a good thing that I’m not posting any new stories until it’s actually finished.

What I really want is to just write a pure Castiel angsty whump fic. I really do, but that is like twentieth on my list of plots. And I have all these prompts that I want to see filled.

Someone needs to point me in the direction of a supernatural whump meme or something. I don’t know if it exists or not. But if it doesn’t, I’m not LiveJournal savvy enough to create one. But it would satisfy my whumping desires.

When plots and prompts take over the world. Gosh, I'm weak. I just need something to inspire me. I should just start writing a bunch of stuff then cut and keep cutting. Sounds like a plan. 

Well, I feel better. I don't know if this actually resolved anything. Partially unblocked for writing my speech. I guess I can power through whatever I have. This should be fun, and when I say fun I mean completely painful. Wish me luck.

I really do love the sound of falling rain.

This is the randomness that is DauntPerplexity…