dauntperplexity | February 11th, 2010

So, today is the first day in a long time that I didn't take a nap. And I didn't need one either.

I think that's a good thing... O_o

So, at this moment in time, I'm freaking irritated with one of my friends. Trying to breathe and count to ten to calm down, but it's not working. I'm holding it in and it's driving me insane.

The thing is that I've been trying to avoid him because I've been spending way too much time with him, so this is the first time that he's been around.

AND I REALIZED THAT I NEED MORE TIME AWAY!!!

GAH...

I HATE THIS because I feel like I'm being a brat. I really hate acting this way toward my friends too.

*sigh*

Maybe I just need to sleep it off...

Cause for a smile:

I taught my dance for luau today. I was so nervous that I the people I was teaching wasn't going to be able to learn from me.

But they did amazingly!!!

Proud of you dancers.

So, today for our community stories class, I had to talk about my intentions. Here is what I said. But also what I didn't say.

I needed the class to help me focus and regroup. Last year when I helped to create the class, it was one of the only classes to keep me sane.
I need the class to give me strength and support.
I need the class to give me inspiration.
I need the class to give me a community.

Hopefully, I'll be able to share with these women what I couldn't share last year.

Or maybe I won't be able to...

We'll see.

I want to get to sleep by one o'clock.

I'm going to write a little though.

I'm not tired... Hmmm...