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dauntperplexity ([personal profile] dauntperplexity) wrote2010-02-19 11:50 pm

February 19th, 2010

I think I am slowly figuring out what I want to do with my life.

This much I know is for sure, I'm going to do something that makes me happy. 

I don't want to look back on my life and realize that I was doing things to make everyone else happy, but be unhappy myself.

As obedient as I am, I don't want to find myself dying slowly because I'm not happy. 

So, I'm making some drastic changes.

I only hope that I somehow get the strength and bravery to tell my family. 

Cause for a smile:

I got to talk to my one of my best friends, my little brother, and my mom today. 

Just hearing the sounds of their voices and knowing that I'm not stuck in a box at school is a great thing. 

I'm slowly marking things off of my list of things to do.

Slowly, but surely.